I Am

Natalie Nowak

I am not
a replacement
for what you had
but lost

I am
not
a copy of your past
meant to please you
in the present

I
am
not
a meal
to pick apart
and throw away
what you don’t like

I am
more
than that

I am
an amalgamation
of my own beliefs
and experiences

I am
an artist
who paints feelings
in a way that
no one else does

I
am
worthy
of my own need
for love
and understanding